So Over You...

Yep, it's official. Time to go back to what I know.
Though I don't want to, it seems like that's the move I might make.
I hate when I'm emotionally drained because it brings tears and I don't like crying when it really deals with me or my life. It's so exhausting. Therefore, instead of being sick and tired of being sick and tired, I'll remove myself from the equation.

Problem solved muthafuckaaaaaaaaa!

Yo Side Of The Bed - Trey Songz.

yeah I had tears.... and?
ps. I stopped crying and started laughing at Trey at the end... I couldn't help it...

O_o

KING DRIIS - HOLD ON from Pricefilms on Vimeo.

venting... again

I have realized I vent a whole lot. Some people irk my nerves. And this post is no different.

When people ask me to keep secrets, it's like I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't.
If I keep it to myself and somebody wants to know, I'm in the wrong because I didn't tell them.
If I don't keep it to myself, the person that told me gets mad.
I wish people didn't tell me anything at all, that way I have nothing to worry about.

Just Not That Into You...

Why is it that when somebody is single, it seems like nobody wants them. Let them get a girlfriend or a boyfriend and they're the hottest commodity in the street? Crazy.

The dude I just got over liking (my feelings are somewhat fickle. lol) had a girlfriend not more than 2 weeks ago. Just talked to him yesterday and he's single. Now he's like, super boring. It's like when they're cuffed they give off some special pheromones or something. Like those Axe commercials.

bomchickawomwom ?

Unthinkable (Cover)

Teyana Taylor covered and didn't a bad job at all
"You better sang it!"

random

this post has nothing to do about nothing, maybe. I'll just let my fingers type whatever I'm thinking. It may not make much sense, but hopefully I can make something out of nothing...

I just watched the movie 'Bride Wars' and something stood out to me.

"Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you will find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding. But there's also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along."

It made me realize that in my own life, I have no one that will stand by me no matter what. Nobody that knows me better than I know myself, nobody who has been standing beside me all along.

Maybe it's because I don't allow anybody to get that close. My defenses are always up and I don't know the reason for that. It's such a hindrance to meet new people because I always think they want something for me. I need to find out what's the underlying cause for that because that shit has GOT to stop.