gripes! #2

people who complain too much are a fucking nuisance.
stop worrying about what i do. worry about yourself
and the little person you're responsible for.
that's all.

hard to say goodbye?

So for most of today I have been crying. I'm leaving my home state and going to Florida, should be happy right? Nahh, because nobody is happy for me. People are telling me that what I'm doing is stupid and whatnot. It might be stupid, but it's my decision. It's not even like I'm going to be down there by myself. Just because you don't understand my decision, doesn't mean that I'm wrong or that I'm a follower. I have always wanted to leave, but you were fooled by the mask that I chose to wear just to keep things peaceful. If you would have even actually talked to me instead of at me you would know that I was unhappy and how unhappy I actually was. I might be going down there blind (not literally) or whatever, but my goal is still the same even though I'm somewhere else. If I stay here, there's no telling how long I'll be able to keep my sanity. It hurts to see you cry over something I've done, but I have to get away from this situation, and you. Let me make my mistakes that I'm sure I'm going to make so that I can learn from them on my own. I'm hardheaded and I have to do things for myself. Again, the tears hurt me, but this is just something I have to do.

Love, Sherita

goodbye home.

24 years of life in cold northeast Ohio is soon to be changed.
My path will be re-routed, but with the same end goal.

Florida is only a few days away.
rejoice

This snnow is outta hand.

that is all.

nothing

I think it's better if I just talk to myself because it seems like I do that anyway. Like, people are hearing me but they're not really listening. what I want doesn't matter to them. I'm over it.

song I'm listening to: Danity Kane, Is Anybody Listening.

i got a love jones for your body and your skin tone...

"nothing ever mattered I just wanted your heart

I'm tryna tell you girl I'll never rip it apart."

jonesin'...

 

*discreetly blushing*

"am i my brother's keeper?"

"YES I AM!"
"CMB, WE ALL WE GOT!"

shoutout to cash money & derrty ent...
lol

one of my favorite hood movies.
one of my favorite scenes.
dopeness

2010 Grammy Wrap-Up

Well, Grammy's are over. I only watched it to catch Drake's performance (which they saved till the end, I will get to that later)

The big winner was Taylor Swift. She got Album of the Year over Lady Gaga, Beyonce, BEP, and The Dave Matthews Band. Though I am not a Lady Gaga fan, I thought she would have won it, but congrats to Taylor.
The-Dream & his bright ass, pink ass jacket. That was not cute at all! They put the "wrap it up" music on while he was giving his thank you's. I think it was because they didn't want to look at that Pink Panther jacket any longer...

Performances:
Lady Gaga -  missed part of her performance, but I saw Elton John. I love Elton John and her vocals were on point.
Beyonce - her outfit was dope. I loved it, but she could have picked a better song. 'If I Were A Boy'? No. And she grabbed her crotch, which was very inappropriate. Come on, be a lady. I was digging the piece of the Alanis Morisette song she did. Kudos for that.
BEP - dope dope & more dope! 'nuff said.
P!nk - I love her. Her Cirque du Soleil, high-flying acrobatics gets me everytime. She's spinning and singing at the same time. Dancing & singing is one thing; spinning & singing is another. Skills.
Taylor Swift - I missed it because I was on the phone, so no commentary
Green Day - I liked the song. And the girls were sangin'!
Maxwell - I love him, but apparently he was hitting the wrong notes. He also performed with Roberta Flack, but again, I was on the phone.
Jamie Foxx & T-Pain ft. Doug E. Fresh & Slash - Yeah it was random as hell, but Jamie did his thing. Somebody on twitter said he looked like Captain Crunch (slightly true, lmfao). Jamie brought out his sister and she danced as always. People were wondering why she was up there, but I already knew. His sister has Down Syndrome, I believe, and he brings her on stage every once in a while. Jamie also said something to Jay-Z at the end of the performance, but again, I was on the phone (damn phone! lol)
MJ Tribute - the 3D was JANKY! lol. It made my eyes hurt & since I already wear glasses, they wouldn't stay on my face so #boo. I was waiting to see Celine Dion, but couldn't pay attention to the performance because of the many issues I had.
& the performance I actually tuned in for...
Drake, Eminem, Lil' Wayne & Travis Barker (sans Kanye West) - I felt like a proud mother, I promise! lol. He was so happy up there. People in the audience were feeling it. Jamie Foxx was filming it, Quentin Tarantino introduced him & he was all extra hype about it. I wish I had the exact quote he said. He got to perform at the Grammy's on his mixtape. Some people don't get nods on their album. Dopeness. Even though the censors were acting funky... I see you, censors... or rather hear you...

What else did I want to comment on? hmm... I forget. I'll just update when I remember, lol

Oh! The cutest thing ever! Beyonce finally acknowledged Jay-Z in her speech. It was thee single most cutest thing I have ever seen. Mainly because they have never really announced or shown their love for each other.

"Including my husband, I love you."

Just adorable. Also, Jay-Z brought his nephew-in-law to the stage when winning his award for... whatever it was for..... Julez distracted me. And the feathers on Rihanna's dress.

Overall, the awards were boring. Most performances didn't stand out, and were not included, because I couldn't remember them.